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New Workout

I’m the type of person who can never stick to something permanently, especially when it comes to working out. I’ve been on and off the wagon so many times, my body gets really confused. Right now I’m gaining a lot of weight because all of the people in my office are crazy eaters and you know, PEER PRESSURE. Not blaming them, I love to eat just as much as all of you. Foodtrips are probably one of my favorite pastimes. But it seems that my weight has been going up more than it’s going down so I’m doing something about it before I become a fat baboon and up my fitness activities.

I’ve had gym memberships but never found them fulfilling, and usually only go for the dance classes. I LOVE to dance. Absolutely love to. If I could do it every day of my life I would. And with my work schedule 8-5, plus the traffic it takes to go home, about 2 hours.. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to enroll in a legit dance class here in Jakarta so I decided to do the Hip Hop Abs workout, in the comfort of my own house. If I don’t have time, I’ll make time and if I won’t have perseverance, I’ll just call myself a fatass all the time and that’s gonna be enough to make me wanna work out.

If there’s no other way you gotta create your own way right? I dance in my room all the time but I felt like I needed a solid routine and good reps and figured this was what suited me best so I’m going to try it out and hopefully it’ll turn out well. I even made a schedule for myself to keep. As for eating, there’s no need for a diet. I have no intentions of being stick thin, I just don’t want to be A FATTY BOM BOM hahaha.

Hopefully I’ll also be able to blog some progress (with the intention of also keeping this blog alive). I finally have another reason to work out and I’m gonna have to consult my personal trainer who is my 10 year old sister, she makes me do 100 crunches a night and cycle up a steep road with her at the back (I almost died once at that one lol) but now we have more variety and she could also enjoy this with me!

Music I’ve Been Enjoying

I love music so much but I rarely ever blog about it enough. Even though I’ve always been a rock and alternative girl at heart, my listening preference is never limited to a genre, nor I bash the ones I don’t like. For example I may not understand Tokio Hotel, but Tokio Hotel can do whatever they want. Anyway, now’s the time I can finally talk about the tunes I’ve been enjoying lately.

Katy Perry – Teenage Dream

It’s sad to say that pop wasn’t as great as when I was still a little girl. Maybe because I’m more open to other sorts of music now, plus Justin Bieber really doesn’t interest me. That being said, this track by Katy Perry is pure pop goodness. The lyrics, and the flow, it takes you back to memories and makes you feel like you’re in love again. I love it because despite the heavy falsetto in the verses, the chorus is super catchy. Great for a karaoke night with your girlfriends.

Maroon 5 – Give A Little More

I usually have difficulty explaining why I like a certain track. I wish it would be as easy to say, “Oh because it sounds good,” But writing this post, I want to be able to describe how I feel when I listen to something. The eccentric beats on this track is so feel-good, makes you just wanna bop your head and move your body in a groove. It’s so good I can’t even explain it, and it’s something only Adam Levine can pull off with his vocals. If this track didn’t have his voice, I don’t think it would sound as good. I’ve always enjoyed what Maroon 5 releases in terms of singles, and this is no different. It’s infectious.

Kid Cudi feat. Kanye West – Erase Me

Ever since I started listening to Cudi I’ve always been confused what to call him. Is he a rapper, or is he a singer? I guess it’s safe enough to just call him an artist. His Man on the Moon album last year was one of my top listens and transcended what rappers usually do, and the music of his musical environment puts out there. This track is no different. I didn’t expect much, but I was pleasantly surprised. With the help of Kanye (incidentally one of my favorite rappers too–despite what he does outside music), not only does it add as a special ingredient, but there’s no denying that the collaboration is a hit. Cudi will forever be so “indie” to me lol.

Eminem feat. Rihanna – Love The Way You Lie

This had to come up didn’t it? It was bound to, because it deserves all the publicity it’s been getting. Not a fan of what the song conveys, but Eminem has really hit the jackpot with this single. Speaking as one of Eminem’s biggest fangirls ever since 6th grade (my room was 80% filled with Eminem it even worried my mom at one point, causing her to write a letter to me that she feared for my Eminem obsession lol) at this point it’s safe (and brave) for me to say that Eminem will never lose it. He may fall down at one point, like as much as I hate to admit it I wasn’t a big fan of Relapse. Crack A Bottle was the most solid track (IMO) and I was so happy when Forever came out of Refill, I even cried (sshh). I had been waiting for an album as strong as The Eminem Show and Recovery was the answer. Hooray!

Robyn – Hang With Me

BODY TALK 2!!! BODY, TALK, 2!! I absolutely loved Body Talk Pt1 and when Body Talk Pt 2 came out, especially with an album version of Hang With Me, one of my favorite tracks from Pt1 but with an acoustic arrangement, I was ecstatic. This song has been on repeat on my iPod and it usually gets played when I’m in the car contemplating about a lotttttt of things. It digs up so much from inside. One day I will be able to sing it with great feeling. One day I will.

Now for the rest of the albums..

These are the few albums which have also been on my listening list lately. The Orchard by RRR, The Suburbs by Arcade Fire and Sufjan Stevens’ All Delighted People EP (I MEAN HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE SUFJAN–guy’s a genius!) have been anticipated albums for me because of how much I loved its predecessors. But you see, I also love k-pop as much as every other fangirl out there, so I won’t eliminate a genius k-pop album this year by Taeyang. It’s been greatly produced and it’s hitting the worldwide R&B charts like no other despite it being another language. The flow and Taeyang’s voice really just shines.

Life So Far

Yeah, I know I totally suck at keeping a blog. I can’t remember how I used to be so good at writing just whatever was on my thoughts. Keep a blog AND keep a journal. I haven’t even written in my journal since early this year. Lots of things have happened since my last entry and it would be too all over the place if I wrote them all here.

It’s been 2 weeks since we moved to the old new house. Basically we used to live there, and moved to two houses, then moved back to where we started. Kinda confusing.. and I think I haven’t moved this much my whole life. July 2008, July 2009 then July 2010. It’s crazy but I’m glad my mom’s healthy, that’s all that counts.

It’s been 6 months since I graduated and I’m learning a lot from this paid internship in a consulting firm. I have about less than 2 months left but I still don’t know what to do with my life. I’m totally at a crossroads.. of 1000. I just wanna be happy and comfortable as well as gaining new experiences and looking at different aspects of life. My parents are have been hinting for me to “move out” stating that they really want me to stay but they also want me to “explore the world” I don’t know why.. but that statement freaks me out more than it excites me. I’m not saying that it doesn’t though.

Boy problems. More like NO-BOY problems. I don’t ever have it easy and I have myself to blame at the end of the day. Hopefully a nice guy comes along and releases me from my inhibitions. Funny how I’m even saying the word inhibition, I never had that issue before. It’s funny how as I’m getting older, the more I’m changing and closing myself to the world. It should be the other way around.. and I’m working to change it. Hopefully the process isn’t too long and I get back to my old train sooner. Wish me luck!

Afraid

I’m scared of making goals for myself because I’m scared that I won’t fulfill them. Every time I start to grab a pen and write down my future wants and goals, I immediately put it down because I’m thinking why make goals when you can’t achieve them?

I should really get rid of this mindset. Goals are so important and it’s about time I start to really take things into consideration and write down what I want to happen for my future. I’m at the age where I need to start building shrines from my stepping stones. I hope that with this post it can be a little reminder for me to sit down, and start sorting out my priorities for the future.

Blog List

This is gonna be quick, there are things I want to blog about but don’t have time at the moment, so Ima just list them all here so that I won’t forget!

– recent events (wedding vows, stripper night, new friends)
– death and loss, which I kind of don’t wanna go into but let’s see
– bff’s fashion show
– time spent because of work and other things

Rest assured I’m gonna get to blogging these soon with photos so this post will be a reminder! =)