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Day 20 – Something you’re trying to figure out

Not a fan of how this is such a broad topic and there are endless possibilities to write about. At the same time I can just be an ass about it and write that I’m trying to figure out myself. Love. How to love. MEN. How to apply eyeliner. How to not be scared. How to NOT be an emotional sponge. When to let go. Why I’m afraid to ride boats when I can swim. Plus so much more. In the words of Smashing Pumpkins, “Justine never knew the rules..” and I still don’t. The point is, I’m trying to figure out life as it is.

Day 19 – 20 facts about yourself

These facts are the first things that came into my mind while writing this post.. they’re not in any particular order and just random realizations about myself. I speak better Indonesian than Tagalog. If dessert and main course are served together or are in one table, I usually eat the dessert first. I’ve seen Bring It On more than 20 times. Eggplant is my least favorite vegetable. Asian food > any kind of food. Stella Artois is my favorite beer. I love brie. I can’t dive. I’ve been on airplanes since before I could walk and talk but the more I fly the more it scares me. If it benefits me, I’ll still be nice to you even though I don’t like you. If I don’t like you and it doesn’t benefit me, I won’t even care about your existence. My eyebrows are sort of non existent if I don’t fill them in. I can’t leave the house without filling in my brows. I have fat ring fingers that’s why I don’t wear rings that …

Day 18 – Your favorite: Childhood books

The only childhood books I ever remember really loving were the Sweet Valley Kids series. I’m pretty sure I was exposed to a lot of books as a child but Sweet Valley really stuck with me, up until Sweet Valley Twins, Sweet Valley High, Sweet Valley University, The Unicorn Club, SVJH (Sweet Valley Jr. High), Sweet Valley Senior Year, and even Sweet Valley Confidential, in which I posted about here and here. I remember getting this book during my 6th or 7th birthday. I was so happy. The Sweet Valley series were really a big part of my childhood. Other books that I remember really loving were different kinds of Enid Blyton books and a bit of The Babysitter’s Club as well. In my early “tweens” I also got into a lot of the Mary-Kate and Ashley franchise which includes their books like Two of a Kind, The Adventures of, and So Little Time collections and TV shows and DVDs. I think I was probably part of driving force on the twins’ rise to fame, …

Day 17 – Where do you work?

I work in the world’s largest self-publishing company. This is my third job and I’ve been working there for 2 and a half years now. Suffice to say, I’m enjoying it! I’m in Corporate Marketing, particularly in Product Development where we come up with different methods and ways for our authors to publish and market their books, to easily explain it. I like how my work is so closely related to what I studied in uni and I’m glad it’s something I enjoy as well. It’s an office job without strict hours because we cater the whole world. I guess what I like most about it is despite being a desk job I don’t do the same shit every day, there are different ideas, lots of conceptualizing involved, market research, communication etc etc that if I explain further I’d just be rambling. Aside from the things we usually do, we just finished developing a magazine app (with a 3rd party developer). It was one year worth of work but there’s still so much to be …

Day 16 – What’s the ____ thing you’ve wanted to do, but haven’t yet?

Sometimes I hate answering questions I have to figure out the question to. This is so weird. What’s the BLAH thing I’ve wanted to do, but haven’t yet? Let’s see.. I think this is going to take a while. “What’s the sweetest/most romantic you’ve wanted to do, but haven’t yet?” There you have it. I’ve always wanted to declare my feelings for a guy without having to think about my pride, or what people think, or what my family thinks or what MY MIND thinks. The issue here is, I’m not much of a romantic girl. I can’t act selflessly towards the opposite sex and can never rely on JUST my feelings. I feel like I always need external reinforcement if I wanted to make a decision on matters of the heart. In the near future I hope to be able to do this. Just act selflessly without any fear.. because I don’t think it’s even about rejection because that, I can handle. Showing that I am vulnerable and void of any trait that enables me to …