..is somewhat brewing at work. It can’t be avoided, such days occur. Just depends on how you handle it and how you let it affects you. As for me, it’s all a learning process. But what happens when it gets too cloudy around you and the rain’s about to explode? I guess I’ve got to find that out. Also, yay for my blogging mojo. Will not curse this.
I haven’t been on tumblr much since the last time I posted about it here, and I feel like I’ve been lacking a bit of internet visual inspiration save for Instagram (it’s really sad I can’t keep up with sites like Pinterest and Tumblr anymore on a daily basis–heck I can’t even keep up with my Google Reader) so here are a few finds for a quickie inspiration post. Oscar Melzer’s apartment in Mitte, Berlin Cherry Blossoms This post is never without a beach photo. Someday. While we’re still on this, I need a geek I can be geeky with. Currently loving Cher Lloyd.
It frustrates me how the words and phrases I formulate in my head to write don’t seem to put itself together when I start to blog. It usually leads to me being even more frustrated and just scrap and don’t post the entry altogether. I’m trying to say something and it’s going to make no sense, but here goes.. After watching The Vow last night it made me realize the process of forgetting and remembering guys. When I watch a love story or a romantic movie I usually tend to associate the lead male to the current guy I like. It’s been a while since I watched one and the last time I did my feelings were for a different guy. Since that chapter has already closed it feels weird that I’m thinking about this other guy. It feels weird. Everything is weird. Weird weird weird. I like too many guys. Detached. That’s what it usually is for me. I get scared to get too close, and I overthink things (WHAT’S NEW) and suddenly.. just …
In my previous entries I keep mentioning how I hardly (or never) get to write in my 2012 journals anymore. It’s sad. So I went ahead, took one of them to revisit and lo and behold I found one that states my resolutions for the year. I just realized I had such nice ones.. But no. 2 is quite a fail. Sigh. Now that more and more things happen to me that’s when I fail to write them down. Can I change this for the second half of the year? July is here so fast and I feel like if I don’t write even a single bit time it just gonna pass me by so quickly and the next thing I know the memories will be gone. So here’s to strengthening resolution no. 2!! Cheers.
1. Make peace with your parents. Whether you finally recognize that they actually have your best interests in mind or you forgive them for being flawed human beings, you cant happily enter adulthood with that familial brand of resentment. 2. Kiss someone you think is out of your league; kiss models and med students and entrepreneurs with part-time lives in Dubai and dont worry about if theyre going to call you afterward. 3. Minimize your passivity. 4. Work a service job to gain some understanding of how tipping works, how to keep your cool around assholes, how a few kind words can change someones day. 5. Recognize freedom as a 5:30 a.m. trip to the diner with a bunch of strangers youve just met. 6. Try not to beat yourself up over having obtained a useless Bachelors Degree. Debt is hell, and things didnt pan out quite like you expected, but you did get to go to college, and having a degree isnt the worst thing in the world to have. We will figure this …
