Blogging is kind of like an ongoing train of thought, once it gets broken, it’s quite hard to jump back on the train. At least for me anyway. That’s why by this post I’m trying to salvage everything back before the train completely leaves me and this blog will be left update-less again. Sometimes I don’t know where to start anymore, I’ve absolutely mastered the art of “thinking too much” for the most negative reasons. This needs to change, I mean it’s one of the reasons why I made this blog in the first place.

I wish I had a solid hobby that I can be proud of. I think I’ve taken up almost all the cliche ones but none of them really stuck because of my lack of dedication and willpower. I think it comes with being a Gemini and getting easily bored with things and the constant search for something new. I sing, I play guitar and have been playing ever since I was 11 but I’ve never really advanced. There was a point in my life where I could play these awesome riffs and chords but due to lack of practice I became all rusty again. I think I’ve taken a lot of musical lessons to realize that I’m not even half good at them. I’ve taken up drums, keyboard, I read musical notes but that’s all there is to it. I then discovered Photoshop and loved it, I was into webdesign and coding at one point then suddenly one day I looked at all the codes and it gave me a headache. Even though I loved …