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A Year Older

Here I am again, stressing about my upcoming birthday. I wonder if I’ll ever grow out of this feeling? It’s pretty much the same every year, except with a little more anxiety involved. Especially now that I officially belong to the late 20s group.. it still feels like I’m 19 or something. I don’t know if that’s a bad or a good thing. The best thing about this year’s birthday is that my CORE group of friends from Jakarta are coming over to Cebu for a one big grand reunion, and the best part, it’s the first time since a long time, since our lives have all moved forward that we’re doing this. It’s crazy, plus in Cebu of all places. My hometown, my turf, my everything. This is literally the best usage of the #BLESSED right here. This whole birthday stressin’ is all just a state of mind right? In the world’s eyes I am still young. I still have a lot to do and a lot to achieve and a lot of fears …

Always Unannounced

I go on a lot of blogging absences, mostly unannounced. The problem with long hiatuses is that when you try to get back on track it’s difficult because you don’t know where to start or how to oil the machine. I barely have readership anymore so I rely on the fact that I am now blogging for myself. I guess I blame all the other micro-platforms for making me lose my ability in full-time blogging. The need to construct sentences and paragraphs are turning out to be quite tedious. My life is starting to take a backseat. I’m now back to weekends at home after constant partying since the end of last year. It’s a good change of pace, and I feel like my old self again. Listening to more music, watching more shows and movies, communicating with more people again.. but also leaves room for more thoughts that aren’t always pleasant. The perks of music blasting and alcohol constantly pumping your veins is its ability to be able to drown out unwanted feelings and …

It’s (Sorta) Back!

Here I am on my phone while waiting for all the backup restoration to be done. I am back! The blog blacked out for the most part of the month because we were getting hacked here and there. And because—two sentence construction errors later—I have the best host ever, the process of putting everything back to its rightful place was near flawless. Lots of email exchange and a new webhost provider later, here is a fresh Otherworldly. Hope you like it!

The Sunday Currently, v4

An early one this time! I got woken up at around 2:30 in the morning because I fell asleep before 12 (shocker) and I haven’t been able to sleep since. Will again try after this entry. Reading my twitter feed. Writing this entry! Comments on blogs I read. Instagram comments. Listening to a car that’s revving outside. Seriously. Why do that at almost 5am on a Sunday? Rude. Thinking about ahh, a lot of things, as usual. Mostly about what time I’ll wake up later considering the time right now. I want to watch That Awkward Moment! Wishing for my core friends to push through with their Cebu trip this year. Hoping for another good trip this year, overseas or anywhere in the Philippines. To be able to (or learn to) save money despite my spendthrift ways. Wearing polka dot lady boxers and an old Victoria’s Secret tee. Loving how this year has started on a good note. Wanting to get a new iPhone. My 4S is starting to deteriorate. Needing a cuddle buddy. Feeling …

Newfound Newfinds

I’ve probably mentioned this a lot in my blog posts or just to myself in general, but oftentimes I wonder what has changed in my life, or what’s new and I’m always left with the “same old, same old” initial answer. Then I give it more thought and I realize, so much has changed. 2014 has been a very interesting start for me. 2013 ended with new-found friends who have started becoming so dear to me, only to find out that one of them is leaving for good by the start of February. I wish her the best of luck and life, but I am saddened because I am also “physically” losing a good friend who I have grown to love in the consecutive weeks we all hung out in December. I’m excited for what the rest of 2014 will bring. I used to always be apprehensive when a year starts, but this year I will try my best to just finally go with the flow. Let my fears become a part of me. Things …