Author: Justine

Hate Is a Strong Word

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I hate.. how I’m not reading books anymore. how I stopped writing on my Moleskine once life started happening, which totally sucks because I promised myself in the beginning of the year that it would be the only New Years’ Resolution I’d complete. how I can’t fucking fix my clothes right after changing 5x a day coz I can’t decide what to wear. how I haven’t took out and arranged all the contents of my moving box from Jakarta simply coz I’m “too lazy”. how I’m nearing quarter life crisis. how I have really poor financial skills. Save save save! how I can’t really get rid of my BlackBerry because I have so many family members and friends on it. how I feel like an idiot whenever I switch from my BlackBerry and iPhone. how snobbish I feel and sound writing those 2 statements above. how I can’t even cook up a decent blog post despite so many things going on in my mind. how my (irrational) fears still keep me from doing the things …

Take a Walk

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Life’s been a great ride these past few weeks and months, and I will have time to write all about it. In the meantime, here’s Passion Pit’s new amazing single Take A Walk. I’m so glad they’re back.

Nothing More Than Feelings

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I can feel quite the pressure nowadays. There are many things to do and stuff to think about that I’m feeling quite overwhelmed with everything that’s happening lately. My mom says I can go cry alone if I want to..  which I’ve already done. Small bits and pieces of crying here and there. It’s not like there’s anything negative happening in my life right now, I’m fairly content and happy with day to day stuff it’s just that sometimes you’re just hit with all these things at the same time and you think, “Hold up! Time out!” to yourself. I won’t let April be a downer. These next two weekends I’m going to go hard. Come to think of it, I haven’t gone drinking in a while.. maybe I miss the intoxicating feeling of alcoholic substance in my system, which is good if done moderately, in my case I don’t, because there is HARDLY any moderately involved. Okay even I’m confusing myself out now. Does it help that all I wanna do is lean on …

Disoriented

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Best describes my thoughts right now. Ever since April started, I can’t seem to put my mind into place. Not sure if this is a good or bad thing, although it’s not bothering me all that much (subconsciously it isn’t, but when it comes to my mind it does) there’s still that weird feeling I get. I’m confused myself. I just get these moments like, “Okay let’s take a reality check. What is happening.” I’m thankful I have work to keep me sane and happy. Hope I figure out all of this soon.

March Recap

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March has been nothing but interesting.. in so many damn ways. When I wished for an eventful 2012 and got it for January and February, I didn’t think March would be able to compete with it. Now it’s coming to an end (YAY PAYDAY!) and we soon welcome April. I made so many new friends this month, even a few enemies. Funny how whenever I get psycho-vibes about someone they always turn out to be true. What’s worse was that she herself was the one that proved it. I would like to blog about it but I realized it’s better off forgotten and buried. Let it be known that I’m always with my best friend Hazel. It helps that she only lives across me so most of the time we’re always together. I probably go out with her twice or even thrice a week when we’re both not busy and we just started a ritual where we try a new cafe or restaurant on Sundays. So far we’ve gone through 2, it’s so much fun. …