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Nothing More Than Feelings

Published by Justine

I can feel quite the pressure nowadays. There are many things to do and stuff to think about that I’m feeling quite overwhelmed with everything that’s happening lately. My mom says I can go cry alone if I want to..  which I’ve already done. Small bits and pieces of crying here and there. It’s not like there’s anything negative happening in my life right now, I’m fairly content and happy with day to day stuff it’s just that sometimes you’re just hit with all these things at the same time and you think, “Hold up! Time out!” to yourself. I won’t let April be a downer. These next two weekends I’m going to go hard. Come to think of it, I haven’t gone drinking in a while.. maybe I miss the intoxicating feeling of alcoholic substance in my system, which is good if done moderately, in my case I don’t, because there is HARDLY any moderately involved. Okay even I’m confusing myself out now. Does it help that all I wanna do is lean on …

Disoriented

Published by Justine

Best describes my thoughts right now. Ever since April started, I can’t seem to put my mind into place. Not sure if this is a good or bad thing, although it’s not bothering me all that much (subconsciously it isn’t, but when it comes to my mind it does) there’s still that weird feeling I get. I’m confused myself. I just get these moments like, “Okay let’s take a reality check. What is happening.” I’m thankful I have work to keep me sane and happy. Hope I figure out all of this soon.

Broken Camera

Published by Justine

I’m really sad about my camera. Fuck man, this totally sucks. Today I went to the Nikon Service Center to supposedly have my camera fixed but after finding out it’s going to cost as much as 80% of the current cost of the camera just really brought me down. So now I’m finding out a way to send the camera back to Jakarta because the warranty’s there so I went to FedEx and the shipping cost is just as much as the repair cost. Those events really brought me down. Thank goodness work just took it all away. I love the camera to bits (and my iPod–but I haven’t gotten to that part yet) and have so many events currently happening and will happen in my life that can’t be documented all because I fucking left my tumbler open inside my bag. Excuse the all the french but damn. Fuuuuuuuuuudge. I can’t even post photos on this blog anymore and that really really makes me sad. UGH! I can’t not care. I need to find …

It’s a Colorful One

Published by Justine

It’s funny how I try to update my layout but my blogging mojo still ends up being shit. Ever since moving back to Cebu my life has been a happy breeze, time has been consumed very productively (sleep is productive ok) but of course it’s hardly a win-win situation. Life may be currently great, but my gadgets are not. I made a stupid mistake of putting an open tumbler inside my bag. While both my phones were safe from the results of my stupidity.. my camera, my iPod Touch and my Moleskine weren’t. Needless to say, those 3 loves of mine aren’t in very good condition right now. I feel awful, really really awful. And not just “How will I be able to play Temple Run again?” awful, just really really awful. My iPod is alive, but it does not respond to any touch. My camera is intact, but it refuses to turn on. My Moleskine is back to dry, but the pages that I wrote in using that pretty purple Muji pen are almost …