How do weekends fly by too fast? It feels like it was just Friday and I was counting by the minutes until the weekend started and now I’m typing this at 6 in the morning on Monday all woozy from sleep. I seriously need time to slow down more, sometimes work weeks even go by like breeze and all this time speeding is freaking me out a little.
If I could only take a year or even half a year off just to wind down and figure out what I want in life, I would. But I’m Asian and things don’t work out that way. I miss being able to hang out with friends and you don’t have to be aware of time or plan crazily like, “Oh I have work” or “I don’t get out until (insert late time here)”. Times when, “let’s go out” and “be there in an hour” that kind of stuff doesn’t apply anymore. Especially when we were in uni we had so much time to kill in between classes ar after classes it would be so easy to just keep staying together. I miss that. I think I need to live in another city where time isn’t being such a bitch because you have to think of traffic and the amount of time it gets you from point A to point B. Everything has to be thought out and considered from the other party’s point. I’m totally …
I’m the type of person who can never stick to something permanently, especially when it comes to working out. I’ve been on and off the wagon so many times, my body gets really confused. Right now I’m gaining a lot of weight because all of the people in my office are crazy eaters and you know, PEER PRESSURE. Not blaming them, I love to eat just as much as all of you. Foodtrips are probably one of my favorite pastimes. But it seems that my weight has been going up more than it’s going down so I’m doing something about it before I become a fat baboon and up my fitness activities. I’ve had gym memberships but never found them fulfilling, and usually only go for the dance classes. I LOVE to dance. Absolutely love to. If I could do it every day of my life I would. And with my work schedule 8-5, plus the traffic it takes to go home, about 2 hours.. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to enroll in …
Yeah, I know I totally suck at keeping a blog. I can’t remember how I used to be so good at writing just whatever was on my thoughts. Keep a blog AND keep a journal. I haven’t even written in my journal since early this year. Lots of things have happened since my last entry and it would be too all over the place if I wrote them all here. It’s been 2 weeks since we moved to the old new house. Basically we used to live there, and moved to two houses, then moved back to where we started. Kinda confusing.. and I think I haven’t moved this much my whole life. July 2008, July 2009 then July 2010. It’s crazy but I’m glad my mom’s healthy, that’s all that counts. It’s been 6 months since I graduated and I’m learning a lot from this paid internship in a consulting firm. I have about less than 2 months left but I still don’t know what to do with my life. I’m totally at a …
I’m scared of making goals for myself because I’m scared that I won’t fulfill them. Every time I start to grab a pen and write down my future wants and goals, I immediately put it down because I’m thinking why make goals when you can’t achieve them? I should really get rid of this mindset. Goals are so important and it’s about time I start to really take things into consideration and write down what I want to happen for my future. I’m at the age where I need to start building shrines from my stepping stones. I hope that with this post it can be a little reminder for me to sit down, and start sorting out my priorities for the future.
