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I’m Coming Home (x-post)

I was supposed to be spending Christmas (and New Year) in Jakarta but due to urgent circumstances I had to be asked to go home to Cebu. My sister, mom and I are leaving tonight but my sister and I have different flights and different routes (Singapore for a layover because we couldn’t get the same flights at the last minute). I’m filled with so many mixed emotions right now because even though I initially wanted to go home I already planned out my Christmas vacation with my best friends so now it’s like, a total turnaround again oh well that’s life, just go with the flow.

It’s been a while since I “blogged” on tumblr like this I remember used to doing it all the time before, sharing little tidbits about my life which were too short for my blog or too long for my twitter.

Picture above was taken last weekend when a few uni friends and their friends had a little (which turned out to be big, lol) Christmas dinner. At least I got to squeeze in one get together before leaving, even though I had a lot planned for this weekend and next *cries*

Happy Holidays!!

Christmas Wishlist, It’s Time

It’s that time of the year again where I whip out my Christmas wishlist, I just realized I did it around the same time last year. I decided to be a bit more reasonable with my Christmas wishlist this year as opposed to the previous ones. I figured a Chanel flap bag should start making its way out of my list (but I will keep wishing for it lord help me) because if I can’t even afford it, why the hell would I expect people to get it for me? LULZ. This year has been pretty good to me in terms of gadgets, I opened the year with a new phone, bought a Kindle, got a new MacBook Pro and recently bought a camera. Not to mention abundance of bags (thanks, ASOS), shoes and makeup. Such a (broke) girl. So here are what’s left of my list of wants 🙂

1. iTunes Store Cards, because there are too many things to buy in that damn store! Also counts for the Mac App Store.
2. Repuplic of 2PM, their debut Japanese album with a 100 page photobook and behind-the-scenes DVD.
3. nail polish, this one is a constant want. I’d be happy to get any kinds or colors of nail polish!
4. Aldo Lewi, when I saw this in the store I almost kind of cried. It’s so beautiful but I’m waiting for it to go on sale!!! Hahahaha.
5. Cambridge Satchel, something I’ve been wanting for the whole year but never got the chance to get. I would set aside money for it but that would suddenly just poof and disappear, no thanks to my bad spending habits.
6. iPhone 4S, I have a feeling it’s time to switch to the iPhone? I love my Berry but I’m an Apple girl through and through.. and with news that the Indonesian govt. is trying to shut down BIS in Indonesia and the 4S launching in the Philippines, maybe it’s my calling.
7. Instax Film, this is a constant need too 🙂

I love getting gifts just as much as giving them (I mean, who doesn’t) not because receiving is great but it’s mostly because it’s so nice that somebody was kind enough to think of you and included you in their gift-giving and that alone is awesome enough for me and really makes me happy. That’s why when I receive gifts from people I’m just really genuinely pleasantly surprised and all tingly. Heehee! Unless of course you give me a literal pile of shit.

..but really, you can just give me a Christmas card with nice thoughtful words and I’ll be happy or donating something under my name, I think that would make me cry. I’m really emotional.

Oh and lastly.. I really want these:

Happy Holidays!

11 Months Later

I was looking through my journal when I came across this entry exactly 11 months ago. The year had just started and like every start of the year we’re full of cliched optimism. This is what my entry was, incase you can’t read my horrible handwriting:

TGIF!! This week went by so fast. if there’s any indication about how this year will pass from how this week ended then WE. ARE. DOOMED.
I definitely don’t want it to be that way. In order for 2011 to be awesome for me I need it to go slow so I can enjoy each and every minute that passes amirite?

It’s crazy. When I read that a while ago it felt like I just wrote it last week and now 2012 is just around the corner. 2011 has been a pretty awesome year for me. I was also thinking about that today, weighing the bad and the good that happened this year and the good definitely weighed more and I’m eternally thankful for that. Granted there is so much more I need to work on myself but what’s most important is that despite of all the misfortunes and dissatisfaction with the things around me I feel like I’m on my way to actually growing. I just have a good feeling that time will continue to be good to me, I’m counting on it.

Ten Facts About Me

Saw this on Helga’s blog sometime ago and I thought to do one myself.

ONE: I can’t whistle at all. I don’t know why!

TWO: I’m talkative and loud. If people are embarrassed to be seen with me then that is their problem.

THREE: I can’t NOT finish food. If I get a small serving then it’s good because I don’t get a second serving unless I’m super famished. When it’s a large portion or a big serving, even though I’m about to burst I feel really evil and bad if I don’t finish what’s on my plate. Like really bad. I hate the thought of throwing food or food that’s being wasted. Gives me so much guilt in life.

FOUR: I’m scared of cats, thus I don’t like them. I had a bad experience and I always feel like they hate me so much. Dogs on the other hand, I am very much a dog person. Lovelovelove dogs.

FIVE: I’m a chronic foot jiggler. It’s pretty bad.

SIX: The reason why I don’t like to watch horror movies aside from them being scary is that when I watch them I don’t close my eyes at all. I don’t block out the scary scenes or try to cover my eyes when it’s the scary part. I really watch them. Then I can’t sleep for about a month scared shitless because I can’t take the scenes or the happenings off my mind and continue scaring myself in my head to the point of almost no return. That’s why I just avoid horror movies altogether.

SEVEN: I’m pretty short. Just a little above 5 feet. In fact my sister who is 12 years younger is almost taller than me, which is good in a way so that nobody will mistake me as her mother when we’re together.

EIGHT: I’m scared I won’t find “The One” and that I’ll never get married. This is especially hard to admit because I’ve always been okay about not having a boyfriend.

NINE: I’m quite the messy eater. I’m not dirty by any standards and I practice proper eating etiquette and table manners but somewhere between scooping the food with my spoon to reaching my mouth, food just seems to involuntarily fall to the table, or sauce on my clothes. Maybe I just have bad hand-to-mouth coordination.

TEN: I don’t like confrontation. I have this problem with facing problems/issues/people who I have problems or issues with/making the first move when it comes to situations that may result in awkwardness or bad blood. Even when I think about it right now, I feel like hiding under the covers already.

The 2PM Experience

Related Post: 2PM, Finally!

It’s taking me a while to come up with a decent blog post about my experience during last Friday’s 2PM concert, because I don’t know where to start. My word vomits about my experiences during that night have all been spewed on both my twitter accounts and told to friends who have been asking me about my experience but there’s just something about actually coming up with the right words to say in a blog post that’s so hard. It’s Tuesday as I currently write this but I have no idea when it will be published (FRIDAY!).. so I’m just forcing myself to just write so I don’t have to torture myself on how to come up with the entry for this blog. I know a lot of my online friends aren’t K-pop fans, and I didn’t get into K-pop until late 2009, where I already established a place in the internet as a blogger (who had no knowledge about K-pop and was a rock chick at heart) in both tumblr and my various sites but it was also tumblr that introduced me to 2PM.. then gradually K-pop as a whole. That time I was also kind of unmotivated, I had just finished uni waiting to graduate and I couldn’t have been more lost. K-pop made me temporarily forget about a whole lot of worries.. I can say it got me through pretty much a bunch of shit I wouldn’t be as comfortable talking about by now.

Tickets
The promoters had announced the ticket prices by August or September so we had time to save up for whatever price they were going to throw at us. I was ready to buy the most expensive seats because the promoters promised us it would be numbered seats (to prevent any crazy stomping fainting fangirls happening) but I had another dilemma, I would also be paying for my sister because there’s no way in hell my parents would be paying for her and it would be totally unfair to not bring her, she’s a K-pop fan too because of me (although not as much as me, shocking.. she’s the tween after all). The most expensive ticket was Diamond class at over $220 so it definitely got me thinking if I were to buy 2 that’s gonna burn a crazy whole in my personal pocket but being the awesome sister that I am, of course I bought my sister one too. I didn’t think anymore, if I did then it would have been more painful. Thank goodness the promoters gave us a timeframe to save (they also had a 50% payment promo) and thanks to my friend Janey and fellow 2PM fangirl who queued in line from 8am to get our tickets so we could get nice seats and sit together.

Concert Day
Friday was a whirlwind of emotions. I purposely skipped work that day so I could gather up all the energy that would be spent that night. I had bought a new camera for the concert (yes the P300) because SLRs or any form of professional AV recording equipment weren’t allowed. I was actually quite surprised at myself for being pretty calm during the days and weeks leading up to the concert, I had been waiting for this day since the last time I saw them last March (for merely 20 minutes and 4 songs), not to mention I had to get back my concert streak from when I missed Incubus last July and that really broke my heart. That’s why I didn’t go to work, if I did it would have been the same as that Incubus incident.. I couldn’t get out of the office in time. I still feel sad every time I think about that day, ugh!

Concert

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The start of the concert when they came out on stage and everyone freaked out (naturally) including me that I couldn’t even hold my camera properly. I took better videos than better photos, mostly because they moved around on stage so much. Fangirling and spazzing to 6 dancing boys while focusing on taking good photos (plus trying to get rid of the heads in front of you) don’t really mix well together. I was a butthurt for a bit though, the concert had strict rules on not being allowed to bring SLR cameras or any professional equipment but when I got there some fangirls got to sneak in theirs. Ohwells. I don’t have the right lens anyway and it would’ve been a chore. I thought my Nikon P300 worked great enough that night.

Yup, definitely butthurt at that girl who brought her SLR.

If I wasn’t a 2PM fan I would be saying it was great, fun and a really enjoyable concert overall but I AM A FAN so it was amazing, even mindblowing. When they said it would be exactly the same as their concert in Seoul, they were NOT kidding. I felt like I should’ve paid more or something. The concert was about almost 2 and a half hours, laser lights, great production value, interactive boys, amazing stage. Pretty much everything you asked and wished for. The show was divided into two parts, the first part they sang songs from their latest album and the second part they sang all their hits and popular non-singles. There was an intermission in the middle where they showed a cute VTR supposedly narrated by Chansung’s cat Jeonggam, and how supposedly he sees the boys. It was cute, but the Indonesian translation was a little bit off. Here’s the Korean version with English subtitles, it’s quite funny and cute.

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